20041031
hello.im back.anw ytd young conference was great!!except the last one whereby it is abit boring.theres thousands over students and is realli wow.i ask the mr foo a question and it was so embrassing. coz i forgot to introduce myself.btw mr foo is the greatest entrepuner?the one who open the chains of sakae sushi shops.omg! nvm lar.the greatest volinest oso came.she started volin at 2 can then flew to US at 9.and oso the mountaineer n two other speakers.the mountineer was great too.he climb the highest and 7othe mountains meanin the 7continent highest mountain.and he also swim thru the straits of singapore also cycle from spore to beijing and also went to north n south pole.oh mans!isit he great.ya i agree too.
ohwell after tt went church.ya din realli listen.heh.coz was playing with mel n estee.yep.they draw on my hands n arms lar.thanks.went to some mission meeting after serv.ya.then went home lar.
love huiping- 10:28 AM
20041029
wow.im back from the talk of dr earnest wong?some lecturer tt earns alot for juz talking for an hour?heh duno lar.bt tt talk was good to a certain extend.n theres another talk tml.some young leaders conference tingy.ive been attending alot of tis recently man.ytd was the sports sku tingy todae ting tml tt.the wasted one is the global conference tt i missed.tt is realli one talk i will realli wish to go.it is global mans! u noe wads GLOBAL? it the WORLD COnFERENCE.mans tts so great.bt too bad lar. i miss it.nvmok last dae of sku.eh nt bad lar.im flying soon.pray for mie tt i b safe.im flyin on tue morning i will reach there at 730.terminal 2.so send mie off!!!!
love huiping- 9:58 PM
20041027
i lived so hard.i work n slog all day.for the past 4years,i work like a slave.i can chose to b a holigian given the situation i m in.bt i DIN.for wad.after so mani yearss of scoldings,mockery,humination,everything and everything all the slavery and pleasing pple.wad do i get after all.wad did i did all this for.for wad!!! u tell mie.isnt it still wanting u to b good.will u ever noe how much i suffered in the outside world.its no longer kampong days rites it is diff generations.its totally diff pls.sometimes i realli ask myself isit worthwhile.i dun even wan to get back at all the things.im mad im disappointed. UTTERLY disappointed!! bt i wun talk back animore.i dun wan my pride. i juz hope u will understand someday. n if tt can make u well again i dun mind. i realli dun mind.u can hav my life instead.im useless aniway.mabe nt.bt i cant change the way u think.i alr tried to do everyting to prove.wad else do u wan.compared to mani other children i tink ure the best.i realli dun wish to c it relaspe.i wun noe when it will.it is horrible.bt im holding on to god veri tightly,hoping tt He wun take my mum away.
dun just dream abt ur goals,bt live ur dreams.
love huiping- 7:45 PM
20041025
captain ball todae.bt played onli the first played coz it rained the whole day.n we had to go to the com lad to do some survey tingy abt our future jobs lar.was quite interesting lar.had afew targets in mind.todae is qingwen bdae,shiyu bdae n i owe them one.will giv u pple soon! anw happie birthday!! im still FOUTEEN pls! nvm im young.hahas. okie wadever. had trng after sku.oohh yayyaya.we saw the mediacorp actor christopher lee.oh my he is so tall n big built.yep.okie bac to trng.trng was ya same s usual.heh still i survived!! clap hands for mie pls.heh.
love huiping- 7:48 PM
20041024
mans.so tired todae.had a long dae ytd n ytd was great!!!!except some unhappiness.bt ya was fun lar.todae.ltr i will going town lar.heh going town on sunday.bt nvm lar.im so bored sumone pls help mie!!
love huiping- 10:45 AM
20041022
if i was invisible, i would just watch you in your room
if i was invisible, i make you mine tonight
if hearts were unbreakable, i could just tell you where i stand
i would be the sparest man, if i was INVISIBLE
love huiping- 8:59 PM
okie.todae had all the results taken back.shall sae abt the goods bt not the bads.bt still i feel sad.guess wad i get lar.dun tell u.bt i hope for more.so will b starting to study.had trng in the afternoon.trng was okie.did the belt runnin tingy.i partner with wanli n ya lar run against her.i mean like resistance run.ya.if u noe.nvm.alrites.after trng when to nv to support the tchers for the inter teachers games.i tink they did great lar.they were one old batch bt they were good enuff to get into finals n fight against the much younger tchers.the spirit tt is with them roxs man!!good sportsmens.i like it although ya.wee will b goin xinmin is pri.wad else maketing lar.heh.pull pple to join us pls.
love huiping- 8:27 PM
20041020
juz back from trng.trng was okie todae.same 3.6k jog.drills.stride.circuit.farleg. heh.my leg are aching.someone pls help mie.yay new shoes todae.bt it doesnt look veri nice lar.tis is so sickening.tml is supposingly to b a marking dae.bt tt tcher insisted tt all the sec3 muz come back for cip.flagday pls.it meant to b our holidae can.wad crap.cant even get to slp late.nvm.pple juz suppose in tml.halp mie donate.
love huiping- 9:28 PM
finally lar.exams are over.bt todae totally suxs.the whole exams was going rather well till todae.whereby i realise amaths can kill pple.i suppose i will get < 30 lar.haiz.so i hav dxided to start studying maths starting from tml all the way to my o's.yep. im rottin at home nw lar.when exams are over it is actually quite boring.nth much to do.shall do simple studying.im crazy to score well next year for my o's. going for trng ltr.
imstupid.sowat.
shifu:
i got miss u pls.study hard okie.jiayous!!!
love huiping- 1:01 PM
20041019
-waves. shifu says hiee! :)
hows are you? sulks la. im sickk please.
errgghh. exams ending alr aye?
jiayou jiayou for your last papers! :)
takecare!
p/s: does tudi miss me? :)
i miss you la. :)
love huiping- 3:30 PM
20041010
sumone pls kill mie lar.the strain in my head is killing mie lar.ive been having a major headache the whole long dae todae.it is attacking mie everywhere!! from head to toe.i feel so giddy.wana vomit.i cant hear clearly.argh!!!!someone pls juz stab mie lar.cant believe exams can b so horrible.can someone help mie relax.let mie read,watch or do sumtin so i can relax.im dieing can.god pls bless mie.let mie survive two more weeks.
love huiping- 6:34 PM
20041009
arh..........................
yes finally i can use my computer.was down the past weeks la.so din use and also it as due to exams too.bt i miss my com lar.now i finally can use i shall still not go online too often.nt ltr i get addicted again.then i will not hav enuff time to study.then will get myself all stress up again.then the strain comes.been having bad headache the past 6days. and was feeling rather giddy lar.vomitted too lar.bt i thank god tt im feelin beta todae.
2more weeks my exams will b gone!!!meanwhile juz struggle abit more.all my frens and everyone else studying.jiayous too!!!!
love huiping- 11:54 AM