20050731
today i realise something. the weather was especially hot. ytd the weather was especially cold.this year the weather has been on and off. also in many parts of the world. disasters are happening. like volcanoes eruption and earthquake.and ltr triggered off the tsnamis. and all this happens at constructive and destructive plate boundary.when plates move apart or tgt and subducts. in the world, if u noe the drift theory.there are many plates, oceanic plates and contiental plates.(eg. pacific plate.) and they moves very slowly.like 963753712398 years per few cm.haha i think so lahh. so mabe this few years of our era is the 9125354765738 years where the plates are moving. thats why the series of disasters these few years.and when all these happens, new things are going to be form! hahah. sucha lame analyse.bt just of of bloggin! i hope no pros or experts in geo sees my entry. so tt in case im wrong its not tt paiseh :D
okay now normal bloggin! hahah. today the sun was smiling at me!
love huiping- 1:21 PM
20050730
hahah! went church today! finally! after sucha........long long time! and liwei went with me! and im so so so so so so so happy that he accpeted Him into his life! im sure that he will start to experiences new changes and great wonders in his life! i be praying!
and thank you everyone for concerning and praying! my headache is much better alr! bt im not sure it will return i hope not! today sermon was like quite can u know ya... hahahah!
bored.went back immediately after church!
love huiping- 10:33 PM
20050729
eh. bad bad! having bad headache now! its been the whole day alr since after sch. and it is spreading! BAD BAD! this is BAD! so PAIN!!! i need a doctor! almost fainted.almost kenna car accident! hahah then if i get into car accident then i can take a long break.i shall study in hospital and not go sku. and i shall take o's in hospital. hahah! PAIN!
hahah! =D
love huiping- 11:12 PM
20050728
i dont wanna know...fine! my headache is on and off. and it realli irritates me.i feel like im a drug addict having to take panadol everyday morning and whenever it stuck my brain. go away headache. you are so nto welcome in my life.had practical today. today prac was terrible! hahah die. o's prac coming. how how how. din manaagee to run today. i want to run!!!!!!!! run awayy to a far far place.
Lord can you hear me speak.
love huiping- 6:16 PM
20050727
hello! its wed. hahah! bored. anw im so happy. thanks jacintha for the letter! i really appericate it alot.and im so touched by it! thank you for this assurance. now i dun feel like graduating alr. hahha but i still want to graduate. today was a productive day. sham came over and we studied all day! and sometimes we had some really super lame jokes. sham! STRONG ACIDS are STRONG! hahah
im happy bt im not. im not happy bt i am! hahah :D
love huiping- 9:52 PM
20050726
yay! pre prelims are finally over! today hist paper is killer! especially the SBCS. can die! what spineless leaders of democracy. is chambalain british? aiya. heck lahh. i chose ww1 for seq! hahha league of nations and treaty of versallies. i have a ss test coming up :( next mon. ss test. bt also good lahh. keep me going.4 or 5 yrs ago. i was invited and rejected. i shall make sure history won't repeat! yea keep fighting. sl,u better study hard too k.good luck for ur interview! i shall appeal too!
I was gone for a minute but now im home,
Please forgive me for beign a rolling stone,
Please forgive me let me polish it up like chrome,
Get off the phone till he swears to leave me alone.
love huiping- 8:02 PM
20050724
All deleted. all erase.
today has NEVER happen.
BUT tmrw is going to start (:
love huiping- 4:13 PM
20050723
im so bored. went out to study with feline just now. din go running today. so sad. aye so sian. duno what to talk abt. just talking rubbish now. hahahah.
oh i know what to talk abt alr. i had this very wierd dream ytd night.hahah. ask me what it is!
love huiping- 9:55 PM
okay. all taken away. hahah! was just angry for a moment. anw i've learn that things shld be taken easily. deal with situations like this in the calm way.even in situations like ytd i shld just stay calm and let things be.and then we'll see how.anw thank you feline,genia and ...! hhaha.
no point being irritated and angry.might as well learn from it and tt make sure it doesnt happen again.it is testing your patience of whether you are tolerant enough.once you have lose your temper.u've lose the game.the more you stay calm,by using reverse psycology the one who lose out will be the opponent.it's aint about winning or losing.it's your principles. if you understand what im trying to say here.we dun speak of great words and lectures to gain respects.because we earn respects through actions and promises. (:
love huiping- 9:50 AM
20050722
this morning i made breakfast fro jaz,yp and cyn! so nice. hahah! today had amaths paper! it was fine. i think i made alot of caerless mistakes! hais. and only if i have more time i could have done better! anw my paper tmr is postpone to tue! hahah yayy! did abit of hist and pure geo! but stil quite slack.pure geo got alot to do can! so sian. im so tired. duno whie this few days i have bad headaches whenever i wake up.its like as if i just woke up from a hangover likedat.
jx back with jogging.hahah! love jogging! i do i do!
i want a whole new beginning.its me.
love huiping- 7:17 PM
20050721
hahah! just came back from jogging. as track has ended, i must keep jogging to keep fit.and to prevent myself from getting fat. hahah! oh and im beginning to love jogging! lalala! im having amaths paper tmr. 3more days to go and im done with pre prelims! come on. go hp go! go hp go! someone pls encourage me! hahah.
love huiping- 7:17 PM
20050720
hello! emaths paper one and two today! one was alrites bt after i took two, i feel that one is much much more easlier!two was 100000times tougher! so difficult can! i hate qns that are sentences and long.and common sense.yes COMMON SENSE. hahah! i dun have!
chua chu kang stadium after tt! it was super super pack lahh! so exciting! saw alot of pple! :) i missed the bgirls 100m bt i guess it must be a good one cos of the results i saw! yes 4x1 and 4x1.... i saw them too. so heartache can! super heartache. if only there's lane 9.and it's really suay for us lahh!not tt we cannot qualify is just that luck is not on our side. it was so sad when we saw the races.bt happy at the same time too!our juniors did well too! well done for 4x1 girls! u did our sku proud! dun be sad k. at least our timing improve.
anw we were super crazy over ngee ann!they fought so well bt the last runner...........i shall not say. haha!also, we were mad over the balloon they give?the type that can make a lot of noise one. me and jazreel was like keep taking it. we first went to the gate nearer to us and took from the npcc pple.and that we hid inside our pocket and go to another gate to take! hahah! so fun! yea bt everything today like so fast likedat :( i love tis year nationals. it just somehow feel so different.maybe its becos that this my first year watching it? as the past few years im running on the final day. so mabe its diff. but i learn alot. love to watch some of the races.i saw what i want! yea!
oh anw we took alot of pics! esp jac!she is so ego! hahah! check it out! nationals 05!
I like this feeling of suspense.
love huiping- 8:30 PM
20050719
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on!
hahah!reminds me of last week! so fast one wk alr! so missed the concert! shall have somemore if there's new ones coming up!
love huiping- 4:50 PM
20050718
hello! im going bonkers. i have 4papers tmr. so im have exams from 8am to 3.40pm. wow! and i will have to take all the papers within this week! wow thats like !!! thanks arhs! thank you mr leong! pls rmb to visit me when im in IMH! hahah!
eh tag replies here coz my tagboard is down. actually there's only one. so is tag reply.singular. hahah anw
sarah: yes f**king high! hahah! so not me right.
love huiping- 9:30 PM
20050717
tmr is sku and im so unwilling to go to sku. not because of not liking to study. but just everything! i want to guadaute soon! seriously! i rather stay at home to study. or tution. i shall pon sku one of these days and have tution with my teacher. oh ya! i hate it when everytime of the month i have moodswings. if u understand what im saying good.if not. nvm. hahah! my face will be as black as a charcoal. i will have serious moodswings. and i will get irritated easily. this is bad. i shall practise self control. hahah! sian ssian sian sian sian. sku tmr is so sian. sian sian. sian sian sian.
love huiping- 9:04 PM
okie my blog is under construction now. so pardon me for the inconvenience.
woo! drums today! im so proud that ihave done my hmwrk! was rushing through this morning.jx download the song ytd,then into my mp3 and this morning rush thru it and wrote the score down.my very first piece of music score! THE REASON! so proud of myself! shall write somemore.
okie i jx finish ss.tmr is pre prelims! so sad! coz the rest have finish theirs whereas ours has jx started.bt it be very fast!
love huiping- 5:25 PM
20050716
... today is studying day. dun feel like going cell.neither service. hahah! iim so naughty. bt nvm. mabe i'll go next week .depending on my mood.
so bored.woke up so late in the morning.abt 11plus? then was online.just browsing through quite a number a blogs.jx so happen to came across a particuular one and i decided on something....
bye bye.
hahah!
Yeah she caught my eye, As we walked on by. She could see from my face that I was. Fucking high, And I don't think that I'll see her again, But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
love huiping- 12:51 PM
20050715
so borred! just finish tution. going for sku soon.bcoz there's a paper coming up.bt its mt listening o's lahh.i need to wash my ear.haha!
dance dance dance! jump jump jump!
i want to change template. bt can someone help mie! coz im seriously so lost in touch with all these! all forget alr. hahhah!
home!today is like my first day in sku after.. i think since june holidays? hahah! so dun feel like going to sch! its like so weird when i first step in.i want to guaduate soon! and go jc and change the whole environment!!!
today is their last paper for pre prelims.while for us is going to be the start.sian.anw i took the listening compre today. it was okies. fine lahh.much better then the prelims.having tution soon! bye!
love huiping- 12:05 PM
20050714
i think today's race was the best among all.the rest was like.......... i shall not talk abt it ever again!
i tanhuiping will take revenge next year! i PROMISE! anw today was a good and bad day?good bcoz i like the race? mabe except the fact the i think i shldnt have chase after her at first? good race anw! u did well huiping!i mean the huiping from ny! i think we did a gd fight today. we were 2nd and 3rd, 2nd and 3rd.the bad thing is, yanping din run.isit realli bad or good?i duno. coach feel she could run.so suay lah.ytd her 200m run so nicely,leading. bt fell at the last 10m.nt she could hit a 27++. wasted. both her knee cap was injured. the next day , today it was swollen.then she say cant run.she hesistated alot and struggle alot on wanting to run anot. coach keep scolding since morning.keep lowering our morale.feel like smacking her.she was saying "dun wan run sratch away lahh! dun bother!" so irritating.then yp say she wanted to run bt she say her legs couldnt allow her to do so. so ya. in the end she din,jaz did.WE GOT 9TH ONCE AGAIN FOR BOTH 4X1 AND 4X4.so suay can.if yanping had ran.we could have cut down the timing by 10sec and could have had a good fight with them! aye its all our luck! this year nationals was bad luck for seng kang! firstly our cboys drop the baton.not the cld have been the 5th or 6th qualifier.then it was our bgirls 4by1 and 4by4.both got 9th.then yanping fell.also angren almost fell in the last part.lose balance not could have gone in finals. was 6th qualifier can. and alot more lah. and of course my individual events.totally screwed up! was totally off form.super disappointed with myself.tanhuiping! i will not let this ever again.neither am i going to get 9th ever again.
i shall concentrate on studies full time now.meanwhile wait and see. i slowly take my revenge.
love huiping- 7:13 PM
20050713
the girl who had qualify for 200m for the past two years and had did well in the nationals finals, cant even qualify for semis today.
love huiping- 6:37 PM
man, ytd was woohoo! its been a long long time i last had that kinda fun!
while we were waiting, there's this group of pple.very very irritatin! keep pushing us.and that guy talked very loudly.and nothing good comes out of him. all the #$%^&* language.hahah. security was super tight at first i put my camera in my pocket hoping that i wun get caught. they had this metal dectector and they detect my camera. and its so unfair! that the others can bring in camera but we cant!those smart ass lah manage to smuggle in.inside the stadium it was worst.there was another group of pple then they started to push each other and knocked into us! hahah hope none of us are injured!except these few things,the rest was great! the music, the lights, etc.the atmosphere ytd was high too! but it was so short! how i wish the whole thing will never end!
love huiping- 9:27 AM
20050711
was it me? im sorry that we got 9th. so sorry.
she say its my mind. she says i have fobia alr. isit true? she says my trng were all so fast! bt my competitions just screwed up.
lets get rid of all this!
thanks yb anw.u were great.
sorry i disappoint u. u believed in mie so much by i din manage to realli overcome it.
4x4 and 200m! all the way!
love huiping- 7:45 PM
20050709
ohh i went for young leaders day today. and it was so amazing! i was totally motivated by it.the starting was alr very great. of course they have all those performances by the dancers and it was veri nice! the first talk was by dr william tan. he's a fantastic man! he's disabled and wheelbound.bt he's the man who conquer the seven continents marathons and broke the record! how great can that be! see that kinda determination in him.i really feel that sometimes how bad can i get complaining abt trival things while he as a disabled could have a docter degree and accomplished great task!
that was one part of it and theres alot lah. from moring till 4pm.9speakers.was very good lah! bt very lazy to type.haahah.anw today,something paiseh happened. i went to the toliet. i tot i have lock the door bt actually i notice out i din. and i only notice it after i pee.cos is the squatting type so i cant see properly.heh. so paiseh! luckily no one see.i hope.
and one bad thing.the lunch we ate was rubbish.the fish and chip my frens odered was raw pls! we could see the reddish part of the meat pls.muz complain!
love huiping- 9:42 PM
20050708
screwed up all screwed up.
wake up wake up. get rid.
its on mon. prove it.
love huiping- 8:17 PM
20050707
ohhhh!!!!!!!!!! im so so so so nervous! tmr is 100 and 4by1! ohhh! help me!! so nervous can.
really really want to perform well tmr! pb!!!!! i want to hit p.pb! hahah!
shall pray hard tonight. i got a feeling i cant get to sleep tonight! go gals tmr we shall start our 4x1 nicely! fight hard kies. this yr is a strong yr for us!
love huiping- 8:50 PM
20050705
im feeling sad. im down so down. im so sad.
get rid of it. fight for that.
love huiping- 9:00 PM
20050702
just came back from church.there was this duno called wat thing lahh.anw its abt gateway cities thingy.then the representative from all over the countries came for the thing too and we prayed for them.anw me and sham went there late lahh so miss a whole part of it can. nvm theres one more tmr at expo! its goin to be early lah. bt i shall go.
im so tired! shagged!
love huiping- 8:42 PM
20050701
finally have the bit of time to blog. so damm busy this feel days. pre prelims is next week and i doubt i be taking it due to nats. anw realli hope to do well for this nationals as it will be my last year in sku. this whole week been rushing all the holidays homework and tution hmwork.when can i then start revising. so mad!
i think i might be sick. hahah. dunos.
love huiping- 2:19 PM