got to go-

20061127

been so free nowadays.
oh my goodness, went to check up today. need to take scans and test. just had blood test, going for scan probably tmrw. pray for my health guys. haha!

love huiping- 1:59 PM

20061126

as i said, it was magical.
it was all an illusion. i was too naive :D
bt still not everyone can have this magical moment like i do!

so it was my pms these few days. haha as usual. phew-

I don't understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to
Let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

i just dont love you no more.

love huiping- 9:59 PM

20061125

tough weeks for us, me more i guess. (sorry abt the english)
but lets move on with life!
i had a wonderful memory! i never believe fairy tales were real till i experience it myself.
painful yes but it was amazing beautiful and nice and sweet.
it would be good to think back at it sometimes :)

you are right man. you are so right. you guys are right!
its is now time to rest myself and build friendship and family-ship and balance up my life!
no more burdens! not exactly no bt lesser lah. what are more than having friends and family! they then can last happily! must work on my temper too. must warn you guys of my temper. haha! now that im going to put down and accept i think my temper will be better too!
hello friends, welcome, thank you!

love huiping- 11:11 PM

20061124

oh well oh well.
if only time could turn back. i truly regret.
bt oh well...

firstly, i must thank the group of ij girls that i train with and jack joan lea charlotte tammy sharon sichen sham feline phil and everyone else. thank you for doing so much! pls do not worry about me.
it has been tough. it is still tough, bt i was much enlighten and full of regrets.

friends, thank you for going through this with me. i know how i use to dont dare to accept people's kindness and everything. i just felt not worthy. bt i eventually realise many things..
thank you so much.

person, i know i may said this to you in the message alr. bt i just want to say once again im so sorry and if only i had one more chance. bt dont worry. no stress here. pls rmbr this, if anything happen, pls pls pls rmbr that there is always a person that you can fall back on. pls takecare too.

now, i must start to live in reality. i know its not going to be easy, but i'll try :D

love huiping- 3:08 PM

20061123

the day when we exchange hearts, i knew i would be heartless.
i had your heart you had mine, we were happy and fine.

now you have to take it back but i couldnt take back mine,
right from the beginning, it is yours.

now, i dont wish too much
bt to keep my heart with you and dont throw it away.

pls know that no matter what you want or wish, im always here.
i dont care about any committments we made anymore because i understand how hard it is for you. but you must know no matter what, im always here.
if you want to come back anytime im still here.
for now best friends yea :D

love huiping- 10:31 PM

20061114

So you stole my heart
And left me a ransom letter
Demanding I treat you better
Should I ever want it back and
Now im all alone
Dreams are all forgotten
Memories all turned rotten
It's not the same on the phone

So what's up girl
Things haven't changes a bit since we last met
I bet the bottom dollar you're the best, girl that I ever had
I never wanna lose you
So what's up?

I can't let you walk away
We planned to live forever
In each others arms
So.....
Please hold on
You know no one will love you like I do
And that's the thing you know it too

So what's up girl?
Things haven't changed a bit since we last met
I bet the bottom dollar you're best, girl that I ever had
So what's up?

I hear our song; it keeps playing on the radio
You're on my mind, I can't let you go
I'm all alone and i just want you to hold
Please take my hand, never let me go
I hear our song it keeps playing on the radio
You're on my mind, don't see what the future hold

so what's up girl?
Things haven't changes a bit since we last met
I bet my bottom dollar you're the best, girl that i ever had
I never wanna lose you
So what's up

love huiping- 2:37 PM

20061104

Hello! im free today! super super free! so i blog! haha now life is back to the norm. train train and train. actually, my whole life is just about studying trng, study trng, eat sleep, haha. so boring. but trng is good lah. keeps me fit. oh well, past week trng was tough. now is off season in a way. but we are actually not doing alot of off season stuff. more of technique and conditioning. need to correct my running style. next year will not have stupid food poisoning again!
also, i will need to take this holiday to catch up and study alot!! if not next year i will not be able to catch up. there's alot for me to learn.
thanks mel, your word enlightened me. will take note of it next time!
oh btw, if anyone of you studying for a's or o's who needs last minute tuition, just tag on my blog or sth. will help you. he's good in last minute stuff! thanks!

love huiping- 12:37 PM